This is not a pretty blog. In fact, you shouldn't be reading this. Whatever I write, will be awful.

It should be so easy to turn my life around. Just get a job (I have no education, other than qualifying for University), and just loose weight, and just exercise and stand up to my family. So easy.

This is an ugly blog. I need to vent. I need to write down things that anger me, to add to my resolve, to work my way out of this mess. Writing in a physical journal could be dangerous, though. It could be found, and I'd have to face the wrath.

So, this is it. My motivation, to get out of here, get out of my mess, loose weight, and somehow get a grip.