Wow! I was blown away, when I read all these positive replies. I didn't know anyone would read my blog, and assumed it would be pretty private because I hadn't told anyone.

Your replies really helped, and strengthened my resolve. What a relief, that people can look at this and say "it is abuse" and "get out". I always thought that people wouldn't see how much it hurt and blame me and say that I was crazy.

I want to write each and everyone who replied, and thank you, before I post anything else.

Thank you!